mirrorrim

it's been awhile. looking back on my old posts, I'm a bit nostalgic. when I read some of them I want to transport back to my past self and use some choice words and perhaps divvy out a few head slaps. some of the things I wrote seem so silly, some stupid, some irrational, all relevant to who I was at that point in time. even though now I can see the humor in them all, I can also remember why I wrote them, why I felt that way, why I was the way I was. I've never been one to keep a diary, so I tell myself, yet that is what a blog is. I know now that I'm writing again I'll bullshit myself with my usual mantra of "I'm going to write regularly this time" although I'm fairly certain I won't. I could also make that my New Year's Resolution, but that holds no real weight when it comes to my dedication. whether I hold true to consistently posting or not, the fact of the matter is that I will still sporadically post, and that always proves to provide me with great satisfaction later on down the road. posting everyday or every year, this blog never ceases to remind me of the magic writing can bring. reading all of those posts prior to this evokes so many feelings and memories, things that I wouldn't be aware of if I hadn't taken a few minutes to virtually jot them down. I'm thankful for that. here's to you, twenty-twelve, don't let me down or, rather, I'll do my best to not let you down. cheers.